February is always a hard month for me. It makes me think about my past...good...bad...unbelievable events. Good-coloring and going to the park with my dad. Bad-watching both of my parents pass away long before it was their time. Unbelievable-having cancer but feeling healthier than ever.
My life has been nothing but ups and downs since I was a child. Whenever something good happens I know that it will not last long because there has to be something that contradicts it. But, I have overcome many of those contradictions with giving them to God. He has been the ONLY constant thing in my life, even before I was able to recognize Him. I am so thankful for everything He has done but, I don't give Him the credit. I don't even realize it was Him until I sit down and think about the situation and try to figure out how I did this...it wasn't me it was ALL HIM.
Jimmie Jack Rhoads June 6, 1955-February 15, 1992
Deborah Kaye Rhoads April 6, 1956-February 21, 2003
I love you both very much and there is not a day that goes by that I do not wish you were not here. I want you to know I will always love you and I hope that I will see you again. As tomorrow comes I pray for peace and to recognize God in each moment.
