11.20.2006

i still believe-jeremy camp

the past few days have been really difficult for me emotionally. i am tired of being sick, i am tired of having to drink my "slurry" daily, I am tired of taking 26 pills daily, i am tired of not getting to see my friends and i am tired of not being able to drive.

this song really touched my heart and i could not have explained it better myself how i feel. i have full confidence that i will be healed it is just going to take some time. i do still believe.

SCATTERED WORDS AND EMPTY THOUGHTS
SEEM TO POUR FROM MY HEART
I'VE NEVER FELT SO TORN BEFORE
SEEMS I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START
BUT IT'S NOW THAT I FEEL YOUR GRACE FALL LIKE RAIN
FROM EVERY FINGERTIP, WASHING AWAY MY PAIN

I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR FAITHFULNESS
I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR TRUTH
I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR HOLY WORD
EVEN WHEN I DON'T SEE, I STILL BELIEVE

THOUGH THE QUESTIONS STILL FOG UP MY MIND
WITH PROMISES I STILL SEEM TO BEAR
EVEN WHEN ANSWERS SLOWLY UNWIND
IT'S MY HEART I SEE YOU PREPARE
FROM EVERY FINGERTIP, WASHING AWAY MY PAIN

I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR FAITHFULNESS
I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR TRUTH
I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR HOLY WORD
EVEN WHEN I DON'T SEE, I STILL BELIEVE

THE ONLY PLACE I CAN GO IS INTO YOUR ARMS
WHERE I THROW TO YOU MY FEEBLE PRAYERS
IN BROKENNESS I CAN SEE THAT THIS WAS YOUR WILL FOR ME
HELP ME TO KNOW YOU ARE NEAR

I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR FAITHFULNESS
I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR TRUTH
I STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR HOLY WORD
EVEN WHEN I DON'T SEE, I STILL BELIEVE

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey Angie, I hate that you are going through this. It breaks my heart. But, I am praising God that he spoke to you using this song. He is so good, faithful, and loving! All glory to Him!

I love you, Angie Renee. Big hugs and sloppy kisses to you!!

Anonymous said...

Angie, I wish I could do more to help. This sucks, but we'll get through it. All of us with you
ok friend
love you

Scott Williams said...

sloppy, sloppy, wet, nasty icky hugs and kisses.

Samuel said...

Don't let anything take that assurance from you Angie.
Much love from me as well,
Samuel

Beauty from Ashes said...

Ang,

more more and more sloppy, wet nasty,lick hugs and kisses.......i have found myself singing this song ever since i heard it.....it is so refreshing and reassuring

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you bought that CD Saturday, and I'm glad it was able to lift your spirits. I had such a wonderful time, and I'm so glad that I got to spend almost a whole day with you!! I was thinking of inspirational songs after reading your blog, and (silly me) this one came to mind...
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know dear, how much I love you. So please don't take my sunshine away!"
I love you Ang!

danielle said...

You know, Jeremy camp wrote that song after his wife passed away from cancer (or I'm pretty sure that's the story on it.) ... it has meant a lot to me too over the years, and I'm so glad it has given you some comfort. Hopefully that's hope in itself that God can take a hard, hard time in your life and help you use it to get others through it.
I've been thinking about you and praying for you. Hang in there bud, you're doing great. Have a great Thanksgiving.

Bobby said...

thanks for being you

Scott Williams said...

Thinking about and praying for ya today!

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